Lots of life decisions seem to be presenting themselves to me lately. Course, I think I made my decisions a long time ago, just in the act of re-affirming them here recently maybe.
I'm very near the completion of one of my novels I've started...its really a great feeling to know I'm getting closer to some of my life goals. Sometimes I think we often "think" we've lost ourselves in our process of learning, living, and making what we percieve to be mistakes in the journey. But we don't really lose ourselves do we...often times, its quite the opposite in that we find or "discover" ourselves. And it often serves as a reminder that no mistake ever made gave nothing- for we always gain knowledge of something in the course of trial and error. And in my case, I'm starting to believe that what might be percieved as a mistake is actually the best thing I've had happen...but that is sort of a complicated thing to explain, so I'm not even going to try.
Anyway, I'm sure I'm rambling on here, but my thoughts are trying to sort out many plans, ideas, and concerns. I guess I feel like I am "discovering" many things, some good suprises and some not so good..but all are very eye opening and enabling me to see me in a different way.
Have a good night/day everyone! and enjoy the short poem..
To Be Discovered by April Gerard
I don't know
everything I wish to know,
everything I am
is already in me,
waiting to be discovered.