I posted this next bit in awkwards lines on purpose. Hopefully the effects and the pauses it causes gives the emphasis that I was after. If not, well I attempted to try something different with my writing and my apologies if it doesn't quite make sense.
all that I
Drowned in my own mind.
Falling down in time.
taking time to see.
All there was in me.
All there will ever be.
I wish I could be more than what I could give to myself
I wish I knew of all the ways to make this go away today.
Tears come in three forms did you know?
but I was born without a way to shed these down my face.
Gotta let go, gotta go see, gotta let be what will be.
never knowing what I'll never know and all that there is to know
is not for you and me.
to learn it all and take each fall with every step down the hall
tell me now what you see,
when you see me.
Cause I don't see,
what you see
in this mess of me