I admit it here and now, I've been suffering from some severe depression issues, brought on by my circumstances here in the real world. I'm not ready to talk about all of it just yet, but I do see that things will get better in time- its just right now that's difficult.
I will persevere, its what I seem to do best- keeping my faith and staying strong. What's happening is neccessary, but that doesn't make it any easier.
Last night I was listening to this song called "Lately" by David Gray before I went to bed. It brought tears to my eyes, tears that needed to fall (I really need to buy a few of his cd's). But I did have a suprise phone call just before I fell asleep and it made all the difference in helping me keep my chin up. I hope that each of you have a friend that you can call on anytime for just those same reasons- a shoulder to lean on, a friend's faith in you to help keep you going.