She helps me see what parts of me need healing. Helps me to meet others outside of my workplace, helps me to feel a bit free when I need it. Helps me sort out this confusing mess in my head, encourages me when I feel like I can't do this anymore. She's been a friend like no other. Even goes to concerts with me! I LOVE music! She's even the one who introduced me to blogger, so its because of her I've met all you wonderful people!
I suppose I'm sounding quite mushy at the moment, but its a very depressing thought to know here in a few months there won't be anyone around for me to drive to when I'm so frustrated or in tears.
Also, today, I was going through some old boxes sitting in my book room. I've been trying to search for that short story called "To Be Joy" that I mentioned I would share with you all once I found it. Well, I wasn't successful in finding that story yet, but I have found tons of letters from high school, several notebooks filled with poems and songs I've written over the years, a bottle of sage with some prayer letters I wrote for some friends of mine way back when, and lots of doodles and drawings I've done.
I guess I'm feeling a bit nostalgic right now and maybe slightly depressed or worried. I'm not sure what it is that's got me down right now. I'm ok though, I'm not falling apart yet :)