Tuesday, April 15, 2008

Wondering

So, I haven't posted in a while.

I've been so busy here lately it seems. In all this busyness though, I find myself wondering about alot of things. What does it really take to dream, to keep old friendships alive while still making new, or to feel as though you've achieved everything your capable of? What are we willing to give to do the things that are on our minds the most?

I think my mother's health has a lot to do with my current train of thoughts of late. She's been diagnosed with 7 different health problems and yesterday we found that most of these problems may just be a symptom of something much bigger: they think she has thyroid cancer. We'll know more when we see the specialist in a few weeks. I'm told if you're going to get cancer, this is the type you want. Usually all they do is remove it and you take meds for the rest of your life. But she's been sick so long and every doctor until now has done very little to determine the cause. Because she's been so sick for nearly two years we don't know if it has spread anywhere else and that worries me.

So, back to my original thoughts, I guess I'm really wondering what am I willing to do to make the most of my life?

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